Childhood

March 28th, 2011

Childhood’s smile

It’s gone with the wind of life

Barefoot walking in the sand

Easy life has found an end


Colorful and tasty

No borders for your mind

Running fast hand in hand

Easy life has found an end


You’ll grow up cold and fast

Don’t forget your past

How lonely it can be

To be a child


Once you were naked

Free and wild

Born with nothing but your soul

But to survive you had to bend

Easy life has found an end

Broken Glass

March 28th, 2011

Walking on broken dreams like broken glass

Cutting the skin from your soul

There must be some sense in all this pain

In all this going on and through


Waves and waves and walls and wounds


Sometimes I think I understand

Sometimes I think I see the light

Sometimes I think I understand

Sometimes I think I see the light


There should be an easier way

But every door I see

Is closed

This way leads towards the light

But it’s still so far to go


Sky and sky and salt and soul


Sometimes I think I understand

Sometimes I think I see the light

Sometimes I think I understand

Sometimes I think I see the light

Sadness

March 28th, 2011

With this fading piece of emotions

That is still left where you have been

Before you took everything from me

That I ever thought I had to give


You leave and this time it is for real

This time it is forever

You leave and all you leave for me

Is pain…. and sadness


I know that there has been some time

Some time for you and me

And I know I could have made it better

And I know the reason why you leave

That reason is just me


I still see something in your eyes

I have my memories

I have this piece of yesterday

With love and joy and you and me

There is some truth behind reality


While tears are dropping

Dropping down on the floor

While hope is leaving

Leaving through the door

You leave and this time it is for real

This time it is forever

You leave and all you leave for me

Is pain…. and sadness

Love the way you die

March 28th, 2011

I said goodbye to my first love

Now he’s with the stars above

I buried him deep in the ground

Where he sleeps he can’t be found


Love

Love is what I want

Love

Love is what I need

Love the way you die

Love the way you die

Love the way you die

Love the way you die


Kissed his lips as they got white

Closed his eyes for the night

Hold him warm, hold him close

With my knee I broke his nose

My arms around his neck

Stabbed my knife in his back

All around the earth got red….


Love

Love is what I want

Love

Love is what I need


Your love

I want to take it from your heart

Cut it off your lips

Take your breath, your soul away

Wrap my legs ‘round your hips

Love you when you get weak

Love the way you die

Love the way you die

Love the way you die

Love the way you die

Nachtfalter

March 28th, 2011

Ich lass mich nieder an der Bar

Den Kopf in die Hände gestützt

Mein Blick schwirrt umher

Ruhelos flattern meine Flügel

Signalisieren Bereitschaft

Mich durchdringen zu lassen

Menschen durchstöbern meinen Geist

Besitzen meinen Körper

Doch kaum einer schafft es

Mein Herz zu berühren

Seinen Kolibrischlag zu beruhigen

Und die Hand auszustrecken

Damit ich mich niederlassen kann

Meine Flügel zu bestaunen

Ohne mich aufhalten zu wollen

Mit Netz und Nadel

Wenn ich weiter fliege durch die Nacht meiner Seele

Wand aus Glas

March 28th, 2011

Eine Wand aus Glas durchdringt ein Sonnenstrahl

Seufzend erwache ich aus einem süßen Traum

Löse mich aus Deinen Armen

Blinzle im Morgenlicht

Gähnend beginnt der Tag das Leben in mir zu wecken

Du schlummerst noch

Ein sanftes Lächeln

Guten Morgen, Liebe

Die Welt ist rosa und Dein Atem warm

Ich krieche zurück in Deine Arme

Fühle mich geborgen

Unsere Ewigkeit vergeht, ohne Spuren zu lassen

Ein Sonnenstrahl nimmt uns mit

Durch die Wand aus Glas

Wie soll ich es Dir sagen?

March 28th, 2011

Wie soll ich es Dir sagen

Wenn alle Worte geflohen sind

Und mich alleine gelassen haben

Eingehüllt in Schweigen

Verzweifelt blicke ich in Deine Augen

Ich suche eine Antwort

Ohne überhaupt zu wissen

Was ich fragen soll

Ich liebe Dich

So einfach, so wahr

Zu keiner Zeit ein Zweifel

Aber trotzdem nicht genug

Glück verlangt nach mehr

Mehr als ich zu geben habe

Mehr als ich versprechen kann

Mehr als ich weiß

Mehr als ich versuchen könnte

Ich liebe Dich

Wie kann es so einfach sein

Wenn ich mich so kompliziert fühle

Mein Kopf ist ein Durcheinander

In dem ich mich verliere

Ich liebe Dich

Das ist alles, was ich Dir sagen kann

Aber wie

Oh wie soll ich es Dir nur sagen?

Vollmond

March 28th, 2011

Im September höre ich dein Herz schlagen

Es schlägt sich tief in meine Brust

Bis ich es rauschen höre

Wie das Meer in meinem Blut

Heute Nacht gibt es nur mich

Und meine Narben

Manchmal spüre ich wie die Traurigkeit

Nach mir greift

Sie fasst um meinen Hals und drückt zu

Bis mir schwindelig wird

Ihre Hand wühlt in meiner Brust

Sucht mein Herz um es zu quälen

Sie sitzt auf mir und nimmt mir jeden Atemzug

Dein Bild in meinem Kopf

Ist ein Geschenk von ihr

All that I ever had to say

March 28th, 2011

All that I ever had to say

Went with my love, went away

I thought to be much weaker

Couldn’t imagine myself breathing

After he went away

My words are gone, but I’m still breathing

In the morning I can still open my eyes

When I ever thought of him leaving

I couldn’t imagine anything

Anything that could survive

How can I exist without him by my side

I thought without his arms around me

I could never feel safe again

I thought without his looks upon me

I could never feel beautiful again

How can I feel that free

Without anything left to say

There is no story to tell

Cause our fairy tale

Has been told so many times before

I still love him each and every day

But more and more he drifts away

With every sunrise that wakes me all alone

Farewell

Was all that I had to say

Sweet Night

March 28th, 2011

I looked at you

lying naked before me

Dressed up in fruits and food

Covered your lips with so many flavours

Kissed them all away

I never tasted you so much

My hunger for you grew wilder

And bigger

I never thought it could calm down again

I wanted to taste all that food

From your sweet lips

I drowned in all the sensual experiences

Lost myself in you

I will never forget your lips

How they felt and tasted that night

I will never forget your lips

Kissing her

So hungry and wild

Like I kissed you

Night, sweet night

In her arms

Your hunger grew wilder

And bigger

I drowned in all the sensual experiences

Lost myself in you and her

I will never forget your lips

Kissing her lips

All that I wanted

Was to show you

how much more there could be

how much more there is

I wanted to make you feel more than you know

More than you ever expected

More than you thought you can survive

I wanted your hunger to grow

And then let you eat

Let you drown in all the sensual experiences

I didn’t know

That I drowned your love for me

That I showed you the way out

The way to leave my side

Forever